My little visitor's

This little story, below, happened.., about 2wks ago.., while I was in Florida.
This is an email to a friend.., I cut & pasted here.
I have to admit Zaadzsters.. Ive been in somewhat of a low place.., so.. if you see the teardrops in here.., there's my commentary on that =).
Im pasting this.. in case anyone has any ideas on this.


Hi Beth..,
 
Im in a mobile home park.., with the mobile homes very tightly packed together.. in a populated area.
I was sitting on the steps of my brother's little place, directly outside the front door.
Noone was around, but me.
It was a tucked in corner., between the wall & the air conditioner.
Only about 3ft squeeze in there. 
I was writing.., and crying.
Steeped in deep.. whatnot's of my own mind.

Suddenly..,           

"screech!... caboom! "    

- a Dove.., came speedily screeching... less then one foot in front of me (there was a lawn chair only a little more then a foot in front of me.., I mean I was kinda tucked in this little spot)- The dove smashed into the wall RIGHT next to me.!

Boy.. did that snap me RiGHT out of my brain.

It shocked me. 

A "stun"  type of thing.

I couldn't help thinking how sometimes medicine people will do that to people when they're in a mindset & they want to get them out of it.. maybe smack them on the back, whatnot.

Anyways.., it was pretty strange the way this Dove Crashed into that corner, into that wall.. at that VERY moment.. like inches away from me.
It was a really awkward place for a dove to fly into & smash.

Here's the wierd thing.
I thought "Woah.., geez! " 
  
I kinda got stunned.
Then I said "Well., that was wierd"-   

The dove shook itself off.. real real fast..
then zoomed away. 


Here's the wierd part.
Directly after that...       

a Red tailed Hawk

flew right into that same corner.

It didn't smash into the corner.
However, it sat on the arm of the lawn chair ..
like a foot in front of my face!

It just sat, and stared into the distance looking for the Dove.
There's a new abandoned field across the street where they just plowed down some buildings.., but.. I was like "What! A Red Tail Hawk a foot in front of my face.. in this little tiny corner.. in populated Florida! " 

I just couldn't believe it. I couldn't help thinking it meant something.
Or someone came my way..,to snap me out of my mindset.
Especially at that VERY moment.

PS.. niether bird seemed to notice me at all.

(That's the end of the story)- I havent been able to get the pictures of the mobile home place onto the computer .. but I have pictures of the town.. and what the hawk looked like & the dove. I'll cut & paste here. =)

Oh well.. I cant seem to get the pictures on here.